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Siti Arifah is herr name
24Feb'93
; SWEEEEEETnineteen [:
Single,
&Im lovephobia.
Monday, November 28, 2011
12:59 PM
Yesterday morning, sys received a phone cal by Khairil saying tht Didi had passed away due to bike accident. Was really a shock news. Both of us after our Subuh prayers, get change &Khairil came to pick us up. Car down to hys house. Get to see th jenazah. I seriously cant hold back my tears, was really shocking. &I stil dint belive tht one of my close friend, passed away. All th memories flash back when i look him at hys face. Sigh~ All those slacks, disturbing each other, working at Pizza Hut together etc.. &I cant bare looking at Imran, Farz, Eddy &some of hys friends faces. All those brother-hood tears. Sigh~ I miss you so much bro, Didi :'(
Afterwhich, during th afternoon, went to meet Farhan. Mrt-ed down to Orchard. Book-ed our movie tix, &went off-ed to have our lunch. Then walked all th way to Wheelock, fo karaoke session! :D I really had funnnnnnnnn~ Hehe. Feeling2 siull. Lol. Then walked back to Cineleisure fo movie. Watched Twilight, Breaking Dawn. A good movie, but i don get it why some people say it's kinda boring -.-"Pasal korg tk reti tgk &pham! Cehhh! Haha, it's pendapat masing2 la kn? :) Hmm~ Then we thot of just slacking at Mac Cafe &hve our dessert or what, but end up we bumped to hys friends, i only rmb th name, Ismael, Ishak, Natasha, &another 3 guys i cant rmb their names. Hha! We slack at Al-Madinah restaurant, ate Roti John! :D While drinking Starbuck's drink xD Hahha, klakar kn? Lol. Was actually kinda sleepy alr, beh when otw back home, datang la moody aku -.-" Beh nk dpt cab pei susa. Tsk. Sorry Farhan, when time dlm cab i like a bit moody. Was toooo sleepy sia. Cannt angs anymore! Hehe :D Maafin.
&As fo today, thot of accompany Lina to do waxing &i also wna to do th Brazilian waxing. But teringat la pula nari aku keje. Tsk -.-" Mayb next time then. Kla, shall end my blog with some pics tht i only got some from Farhan. Bye :)
Ini aku perangai, while waiting fo my buttermilk toast, i go fold th receipt &put at hys pocket. Kirekn nk step formal la. hehehhe >:D
Last but not least,
Farhan, after reading your msges ths morning, i felt so speechless &like finally i feel there's someone out there could finally appreciate &love me. After so long of longing ths feeling. But at th same time, i really don wna to grow any love between us, yet. Mayb one fine day or what? But srsly, im not yet ready. It still too early fo me. Ikno im being selfish, let you waiting &trying to love me but i stil cant give you back th love. But ykno right why? Sigh~ I really hope you understand me. &Stil continue doing what you think is right, like what youve said, you gna treat me a bit in a harsh way fo you not to hve feelings fo me. Ikno it's hard, but try ok? I just love our fship, so much. If can, let's stay ths way. It wil be much much more better, i can promise tht. You're seems like my very close guy friend now. Ive texted no one, except you. So mostly my hp credit all waste on you. Hahah. Serious, i don bluff you. Syafiq was like, once in while je la text :/ Not always, unlike with you. Hmm~ Everyth takes time :) Furthermore, i even haven't kno you fo a month, right? So you dkno me tht well, &i dkno you tht well too. &When you told me tht when you friends asked you were you serious with me &told you to get into rship with me, &when you said we cant coz i don like/love you, i was really kinda feel soo bad. Sigh~ Well, let's follow with th flow, ok? :) Anw, i really had enjoy myself yesterday, inspite of hving to walk fo quite a longgg dist. Hah. I hope you too~