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Siti Arifah is herr name
24Feb'93
; SWEEEEEETnineteen [:
Single,
&Im lovephobia.
Monday, November 14, 2011
8:34 PM
Hi.
Hmm.. I dkno what to post actually. Was kinda bored. So thot of just updating my blog. Coz i wouldnt wna it to look dead. Hhaa. Just a short random post, mayb? Hmm :/
Today schl started at 1pm. So met up with Farhan, to had breakfast at Macdonald. Been ages since i had my hotpancakes! Hha. Im inlove with hot pancakes! Especially Macdonald's. Its really naise :D &&Oh yeahhh, bfo tht, today my dad being sooo cute! Usually, when i salam him, he wil kiss my cheek. But today, i just don feel like having any kisses. So instead, after i salam him, i walked away. &He grab my hand, i just pulled back my hand &quickly went out from home coz i was alr late to meet Farhan. &Wanna kno what my dad said??! 'Naughty girl!' HAHAH XD I feel like as if im stil a small kid when he said tht. Just bcoz i just dashed out from home &don let him to kiss me, he called me naughty girl. LOL. &Another thing is tht, bibik washed my shoe. &She open up my shoelace, aku sumpah binget gile bcoz I DKNO HOW TO TIE SHOELACE! Noob knn?? Then i just anyhow tie then just walked off from home. &When i met Farhan, he being sweet enough to tie th shoelace fo me. Hehe :D Thankyou Farhan!! Afterwhich, just slack at Macdonald &talk some random stuffs..
Bus-ed to schl, was surprise tht he actually wanted to sent me to schl :) Thanks once again. Hhe. He sent me half-way at tamp inter, then he took bus-ed back home. So yeahhh, reach schl &do my own stuffs :) Get to webcam with Apit! &Stop it eh classmate aku yg budak2 laki, they are sooo gay by saying tht Apit is soo handsome. Look like matsaleh blablabla -.-" Get to webcam fo awhile only, since he's sick. But stil wna go work -.-"
Cut short. After schl, met Lina. Went to Compasspoint. Went to buy perfume &cutex. Met her mum, then we went to Wendy to have our dinner :D Currently just chatting with Farhan, msging with Apit while listening to song :) Kdone fo today post, gooooodbye.
/Im sorry.. I just don wna to have any serious rship with anyone else. I hope you understand what i really wna, coz me myself don understand what i have. Yes, people may say tht im bitching around. Ive to admit, i do date lots of guys. But hey, i dkno what ive got til they can easily fall inlove with me. I can swear i treat everyone th same, just like a normal friends. Mayb they just felt as if im giving them hopes, like what you feel &what youve said? *Sigh~ I just dkno what else should i do with my life. Being att ¬ being att also seems soo wrong. Im sorry if i just making you put hopes on me, but hey, we did promise tht we stay as friends no matter what. As ykno im so not gna fall inlove anymore. I wanna be hard. I don wna to have ths feeling of love anymore. Im sick &tired of it. Im love phobia. &You kno tht! Im so sorry, dear friend. Not only to you, to th rest of them to. Sorry guys. *Sigh~ I hope someone could really listen to me &understand me. Coz i don wna people to look as if im th bad one :( Talked to Marcus just now with what im facing now, yeahh he did advice me a lot. Thanks Marcus, as a guy, to give an advice bout your point of view. I think as fo now, im just following th flow. I hope i wont fall to any guys, coz im siccccccck of love. Let's have 'Flirtyship' instead ^^ HAHA. K crap.