We are officially break up :'(

Sham, no matter what it is, you stil have a space in my heart. I could nvr replace you with anyone else. &&Im gna miss you soooo much dear :( But like what ive promise you, i wil move on &kuatkn diri i. I dkno why am i so weak when it's bout you. I wasn't like ths bfo. I used to be a very cheerful, happy-go-lucky &strong gerl. But when im with you, im sooo weak. &I gave you my very best. Mayb not tht very best, since i failed to be a good girlf to you. Im sorry fo any lackness dear. Thanks fo th last hug & kiss just now. I just hope it could last a bit longer, but i just cant hold back my tears :'( Iloveyou,sayangggg.

Kaay, like what ive said above, we're officially break up. *Sigh~ I just dkno what am i suppose to do with my life without him around me.. Im gna miss a lot of things tht ive done with him..Th first time we kno each other, we called named each other 'Strawberry & Kiwi'. Isn't it cute? Haa :') I rmb when it was our very first meet up was when we're otw to our work place which is 'PizzaHut' & he came down to my place to fetch me. Was kinda shy, haa. During at work, he stil can sms me eventho we can talk face to face. &Im gna miss working with him at PizzaHut.. It's th place whr everyth starts. Ohh, not fogetting he accompany me to apply job at airport & half-way thru hys bike BROKE DOWN. Haa. We have to wait fo hys fuhrens, 'Haziq & Yusri' fo their help. From 5pm+ til 8pm if im not wrong, it's only around 2hours+ we're stuck together at th roadside. *Sigh~ How i wish i could rewind tht time, &sit with him a bit longer.. Afterwhich, we headed to NexMall to just walk around coz i was super hungry. We share 1 pathetic burger, coz he have no $$. I also only got 1 pathetic $2 in my pocket after i gave him my $6 to pay hys fuhrens fo th oil. &I think tht was th very first time i suap him with my own fingers :) I also gna miss th time we always lpak at th 'Sengkang Park' whenever we have no plans. &Yeah, i stil rmb our first kiss was at Henderson Wave :) &Our first hug was under my void deck, when he send me off back home & he said 'Nak hug!' With hys cute&sweet smile, i cant foget tht smile :') Always bfo going schl, lpak at hys crib. Everytime after schl, jengok dye kt keje, Macdonald. &Eventually, he went missing from work just to lpak with me under ths one void deck. I stil have th vid of us :') We fight a lot & cried a lot, but by end of th day we're stil together &seek fogiveness from each others. &&Hys th very FIRST GUY THT IVE TH COURAGE TO SHOW MY DAD. We had dinner together at HougangGreen coffeeshop. Not fogetting th times we overnight together at P.risPark when it's our monthsary :) &&We did apply job at Ikeatampiness together, work together, go madrasah together etc.. *Sigh~

Too much memories with him, i dkno how should i foget it. Can someone give me knock by anyth uh, car or bike or lorry or whatever uh, so i could foget bout him & erase every moments with him.. Dear, it's too much memories :( I cant help it, i really cant foget bout you :( Do i stil stand a chance to be with you again? &Ths time round, i wil make it happen &im gna be a good girlf fo you. Like what you wished bfo at th "well" at Marina Bay Sand. Rmb? I thot of asking you to have a last date spending time with me, watching movies or what, but since today you gna go out with your faam, then im just to scare to ask fo it. Im not asking much, but a one last date. Can i dear? :(

You were th person i dint wna to become a stranger in my life, &now it seems like as days go by, th more we become strangers to one another.

#iloveyousomuchcanwebetogetherlikelasttime? Eyfa ♥ Sham