Back home at around 6pm. Then as usual, back to reality. Play lappy all th way, hee :D &Oh not fogetting ofcoz i did talk &slack w my parents talking bout lotsa of stuffs :D Ohwellll, i stil prefer going back to my oh-fairy-tale-life. Hee :D Why must we stuck in ths reality?! ERGH D; Ok, whatever it is, no matter it's reality of fairy tale, i stil love me & my life :) Im starting slowly to love my life right now.. Ok, im speechless. So shall end my post til here.. Oh bfo tht, just a piece of advice to my beloved elder sys..

/Hey.. Ikno you're disappointed with aba. Yes, ikno how you feel. Feel being so left out, unfairness, cant make any decisionfo yourself, blablabla.. Well Mira, first thing first i just wanna let ykno tht aba stil love you & he stil do care fo you. Is just tht, it's indirect. Or mayb, you're looking in negative way instead of positive. Ikno you Mira, you're sooo negative. Tsktsk, but yea no one can change you unless you yourself change diri sendiri. Kaayy, ikno parents Khairil just wna to drop by at our house just to knal2 with aba&mak plus berhari raya.. First thing in your mind eh, by letting parents meeting your bf parents, doesn't it look like so wrong? Ok, not saying it's wrong. Ok it's good la parents Khairil wna to meet them, but yea parents kter nye pkeran ykno la mcm mne kn? You should kno aba better per. He felt as if mcm parents dye kirekn ape nk booked Mira fo Khairil. &Ykno aba don like it, coz it's not th time yet. He stil wna you to study, find a good/stable job etc etc.. Kay don talk bout what aba wna from you, now is bout you. Ques yourself, do you really wna him to be your husband-to-be? I don think so, coz when i asked you tht, you show a 'nta tktawu' face -.-"/ You yourself unsure whether to take him as your future husband or not. Then what bout aba? You rmb your past? Bout Salihin&Smally? Aba tknk bak kata peribahasa tu, 'pisang berbuah 2 kali'. Get what i mean? He really phobia you into rship. &He really care&concern bout you, tht's why he being a bit strict towards you when it's bout rship. Yes, you said aba being unfair coz why can Tajul in rship & why can Eyfa be in rship. Ohwell, mayb aba trust us fo not crossing th line? Coz everyth hve their own limits. &You think aba really like meh we in rship, actually no.. He do advice me bout Sham blablabla.. Like even now he stil talkin bout him whrelse we alr broke up -.- K tknk pnjgkn cite la, coz i also lazy to type.. I just wna you to think positive, don think/say tht aba unfair la, sombong la, kolot la etc etc.. Open up your mind & stop being so ego/keras kepale. Rmb, everyth goes fo a reason. Alright? :) Slamat malam~