I just feel like quiting ikea. Coz it just makes me missing you more & moree :( I was like keeping myself quite from everybody. &When i was otw home, i always look at th carpark whr you always parked your bike when you work. Hoping tht one day we could meet again &go back together as bfo. But yeah, ikno it wont happen.. Bus-ed back home, just cant stop thinking of you. Which makes me cry otw back home, even like now? :'( A lot of people kno bout us no longer together makes them shocked &kept asking me why.. They find us so compatible with one another, but yeahh no one knows how much obstacles we had gone thru. All th shits, th fights, etc.. But i dkno why im stil standing so strong wanting to save our rship, eventho you alr gave up on us.. I don blame you fo tht Sham, it just mayb me.. Im th one tht makes you like tht. Im th one tht make you had enough with all my nonsense. Sham, im really am sorry if all ths while i havent been a good gf to you & always makes you mad. But i did tried my best to be th best fo you :'( *Sigh~ I just miss you sooooo much right now, Sham :'( Could i ever stil stand a chance to be with you again? I stil loving youuu sooo deeply :( Too much memories i had with you.. It's like everywhr i go, there must be a place which remind me of you. *Sigh~