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Siti Arifah is herr name
24Feb'93
; SWEEEEEETnineteen [:
Single,
&Im lovephobia.
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
6:04 PM
I love you dear, & only you. No on can ever replace you :( It's hard fo me to move on &foget bout you. So please dear, don leave me &don asked me to foget bout you. Coz ykno tht i cant :( I really cant dear.. Im sorry fo what ive said in th previous post. I dint mean to hurt your feelings or bring you down. I just lettin out what i felt. Coz i was soo depress on tht day. &Ikno if i tel you what i feel, you wouldn't like it. So ive no choice by blogging it. But jyea, im stupid enough to say all tht & hurt your feelings.. Im so sorry, it's my fault. Im to be blame fo being stupid &don think bout your feelings. Like ive said, ths Raya i wna us to start a new. Since we alr seek fo each other forgiveness & trying to make our rship better, tht's why i wna tht post to be dleted so we can foget bout it & start someth fresh. I treasure our rship so much dear, so so sooo much. So please syg, give us time to clear everyth. Ikno we stil can go on, it just bout time & space. Trust me b, i stil got faith in us.. Lastly, all i need from you is think thru back of what we had gone thru together til ths day. Ok syg? &Incase you foget bout my card tht i gave you during our 8monthsary, i did say 'i dont just wna you at your best, i accept you at worst. Im here fo you & im not gg anywhr.' Which i hope you too can accept me fo who i am &stay with me.. I love you so much♥
-Faithfully, your girlf♥
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Ive dleted th previous post. Coz i wna everyth to be fogotten & start a new chapter. Hopefully boyf could fogive me fo what ive said in th previous post. Coz ikno my words are hurtful. But i just cant take it at tht moment. I was too depress, & blog is th only way fo me to shout out my thoughts & feelings. But at last, in turns out to be a disaster. Boyf was hurt. & I felt so sorry &guilty. Ikno i was stupid. Hmm.. Ohwell, i really hope fo th best fo our rship.
Today was 1 hour late fo schl. Was too tired! So i overslept, eventho i alr put an alarm at 830am to wake up -.-/ So jyea, did noth at lifeskill. Only talk crap with Shammy & Nat. Fiqa was at lab busy doing th lifeskill project vid, Fifi is sick so she couldn't come to schl. Aww~ Get well soon girlf :) &Aten was superrrr LATE! She came during afternoon lesson.. So jyea, only th 3 of us, me Shammy & Nat. We had our lunch break. &It sux coz th malay store is not open -.- Mkcik berhari-raya.. So they ate western food & i ate th food tht i tapau from home :) Only ate tht & im full fo th whole day, even like now -.- Hah.
In clas, Mr Syed busy asking people to present while me Aten &Nat sit one corner & talking craps. Blabla.. Schl ended at 445pm. Bus-ed home with Aten. Thanks Aten fo th listening ear. Really much appreciate your advices :) Otw home, i cried. It's so not cool crying inside th bus. But i seriously couldn't take it. I miss boyf so much & im depressed over what's happening to th both of us. I just hope everyth wil be fine as soon as possible. Coz i couldn't take it any longer. Meeting boyf tmr at hys place.. Letting out my prasaan rindu kt dye.. I wont say much, coz like i told him i wil give him space. So tmr i wil meet him fo th last time, bfo im giving him th time & space to be alone.. Ok im speechless now. Bye~ &&&Lastly, a big thanks to Aten &Hazel fo th listening ears & advices. Love you gerls♥