i dkno why, but today i seriously feel like qoin somewhr to just to feel th air outside. i don care whr and with who, at least im out. Even there's no one to accompany me, i stil wanna qo out alone. Hhaa! Insane much huh? But it's nice, you can just calm down and date yourself(:
Today; supposinqly i have to wake Pashan up at 0900am since he scare tht he cant wake up. Cos he's qoin off to work at 12pm. But sadly, i couldn't wake you up Pashan. Sorrry~ I woke up at 11am plus. Was so damn tired and sleepy cos yesterday at work is a disaster and after i reached home i wash up then i otf-ed with ApizJoker til 0300am. Hha, penat2 tetap naq otf dqn oranq. Lol. While waitinq fo ApizJoker to cal me up, i had a short and weird dream. I dream tht Razif and Asraf fiqht at roadside and me tryinq to stop them at last Asraf qet pissed off and just drove off. Oh, not forqettinq he did
maki me first before he drove off. Gosh, it seems so true. And ykno what, today i had a fiqht with Asraf. Siqh* Not qna elaborate more on it. To Asraf; seriously your decision is so immature and bullshit. It's only a small matter sa you, beh you wna to make a biq issue bout it. Aper2 la eh you, just read my journal entries at my tagged. Sucha ass, seriously.
K drop it, i just doesn't wna to think bout all tht. It is so heart crackinq manx. K, time fo cheerinq myself up. Hha! Welll; my aunt's faam came to my house fo Father's day small celebration. Makanmakan, talktalk, karaoke-inq and more. Me? Busy chattinq, hha. But i did entertain my cousins okae! Hah. K, noth much actually. Tht's all fo today post, ohhhh ya wanna kno someth? Heh, ApizJoker is lettinq out hys feelinq to me. But he kno tht i just cant accept th fact yet, cos last time we had a qreat fiqht between him hys qerlf and me. Ada la cite dye, panjanq sqt. And ths what he wrote at our convo box while i was away, k here qoes ;
[c=4]-=ApizJoker=- KaMi BdK ' Kaw Sap Ee ' sEnTiaSa RiLek PunYar . . =)[/c] says:
Kekasihku Eyfa , jikalau satu hari nanti eu tetap tidak boleh menerima cinta i . . i tidak mahu kita lost contact kay eu. kerana i tidak sanggop kehilangan eu , i betol-betol sayangkn eu . Memang susah untuk eu percaya i , tapi dengan cara apa lagi yang boleh i buat untuk eu percaya i ? Kalau lah tuhan menciptakn manusia boleh membaca hati manusia , i sudah suroh eu baca hati i dan lihat lah betapa ikhlasnya cinta i terhadap eu . Salam sayanq, dari Apiz.
Hha! Apiz2, sweeet talker motherfxcker btol la you nie. Lol. Gosh, idk whether i should trust you back or not after what you've done to me. Hmm, hah. Jiwanq la you, v funny. Seriously, hah! Welllll Apiz, just qive me time la eh? But all i wna you to kno is, its really difficult fo me to accept you back in my life. understand tht kay? Thanks. And yea, you've been a qreat fuhren. (:
} Tmr; wil be meetinq Seph! Slack with her at her crib. Aku rindu kao dok! Heh, taq sabar rasanya naq jmp. Lol. Before qoin off to her crib, qna have a myt up with ApizJoker. He wil be accompanyinq me to Seph's crib. Hmm~ I miss both of you so much, like seriously. It been sucha lonq time since we last myt eh? Heh.♥♥♥♥♥♥♥