Schl? Was okae, most of th time i had free lesson. So played qames with ♥qirlfriends, chit-chattinq and moree. Get to kno my Bioloqy Exam, failed. Felt a lil bit disappointed in myself, and i swear i qna work on it and study damn hard fo my Prelim and N level. Blabla, lazy to elaborate, ended schl at 0215pm.
Went home straiqht, alonq th way met ♥Farhayu. Had a short talked with her, reqardinq some problems. Then called ♥Adam askinq whr were him, and he stil at home sleepinq. Hhaa! Sorry ♥Adam, to disturb your beauty sleep. Lol. Bus-ed home, and off-ed to take a short nap while waitinq fo ♥Adam to text me. Around 0340pm, went to myt him under my void deck. Talk thinqs out with him, talked bout some problems me and some people[wont reveal th name] facinq. Blabla, andd ykno whaat?! I qet a SMACK from him. OMG! Ganas saa~ Luckly im a qerl, klau taq dha kene bantai aqaknye. Takot sa qeqerl, hhaa. K craps. But serious, th smack is kinda painful tao ♥Adammm! pfft~
Hmmmm.. K,im speechless now. Im done with today post. Ta.
/Side notes;
You can call me a bitch, a slut a hoe or whatever.
I don care , cos ikno myself better than you do. It's just so hard
fo me to explain what exactly i felt. Me myself dkno what
im doin, in your eyes i miqht be th bad one, but ikno im not as bad
as whaat you think i am. Like i sae, ikno myself more than you do.
If only one fine day you could listen to me properly, listen to all whaat
i feeel riqht now, you will understand me and don see me as th bad one.
Or, you wil never understand me? Siqh*
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
I've said it ! Once and clear! I do have feelinqs fo you, but im not
yet serious to have a relationship with you! Which part of
th sentence you don understand? Huh? And now, th blame is on me!
People see me like one bitch tryinq to bitch around! Ya, i hate it!
But what i've said at th previous msq, tht ikno myself better
than others do! Im not tryinq to put hopes on you! It's you're th one tht
are too over reacted. Sorry, i have to sae ths. I've no choice.
Ths my only way to let out my feelinqs. But puhlease, do bare in mind tht
i do have feelinqs fo you, i appreciate whatever you've done fo me, i do enjoy myself beinq by your side and lastly i doesn't wna our friendship to ruin.
I treasure our friendship, ALOT than any other thinqs.
Puhlease, understand me and don look at me as in im th bitch here.
Siqh*
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥