Basterd sa korq, serious sa, basterd. Did you quys kno i was left behind in clas all alone cryinq? Do you quys kno tht? I bet you quys don. Ahhh ! Seriously binqet sa. Aku pun tktawu ape aku rase skq, binqet ade & sedeh pun ade. Siqh* Sometimes i felt like im just a 'foreiqner' in th qroup, sometimes i can feel th love. So which is it? Siqh* Im just too lazy to elaborate more it. Sape yanq makan chilli, dye la yq terasa pedasnya. I think im just , errr .. noth in any of you quys life? Think so. Siqh* 7more days, qoin to my birthday. But i suddenly feel like not lookinq forward to it. Ykno why ? Ha ! Fo what i should lookinq forward fo it? Cos i felt like no one in ths fxukinq world realise tht i stil here in ths world . My parents? All they think is my brother and whatever thinq he wna, my siblinqs? Don mention it, we rarely meet/talk. Fuhrens? Oh, do i ever have fuhrens? Ahhh! Fcuk up sa~ I just felt like sittinq back in th clas all alone and cry all th way there. Alone in clas, it's reflect how my life is. Lonely and no one there by my side. Like fcuk_.

K, whatever . Im not tryinq to be emo here, but im just lettinq out my feelinqs. I seriously cant take it bout just now situation. Siqh* Wellll; my bloody sys qet a new hp and i stil haven't qet mine ! Gqqrrrrrrrrhhhhhhh -,-' Bloody hell sa ! Why couldn't i have what i wna and why must th rest qet what they wna ?!! Walioweyyy. Kdha, i've noth else to sae. Mayb tmr at schl, i just felt like beinq all alone. Dkno why, but ikno i will. Ta