Currently chattinq with Farhan, one of my fuhren at work. Ape laqi, mcm biase urh kter qossip. heh :D My qossip partner, lol? Chattinq with him while listeninq to ST12 sonq , Aku Masih Sayanq. Went to madrasah early in th morninq, as usual i wil always be either on time or late. hah! Woke up at 0930hr okay. Lol.
Yadayada, reached home around 1445hr. Reached home, qet chanqe and straiqht to commie. heh :D Like i sae, if i have free time only on Sunday i wil online. So ya here i am with commie :D hah. Now, waitinq fo my cousin faam to come my house. Ahhh cant wait! heh :D
wellll, tht's all. noth much to sae(:
Ta.
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My cousin faam had just went back home, had so muchmuch fun with them. Karaoke-inq, makanmakan, lauqh here and there and moree. Welll; Im miqht be happy at th outside, but not in th inside. As you quys kno[th one close to me], me&Zamir had been not in a qood term ths 1month+ . Ikno i hurt him so much, very much. I cant bare to see my love one qet hurt and kept thinkinq bout me,our relationship or whatsoever in hys mind too much til it affect hys daily life. Ikno im not a qood qerlfriend fo you, im a bitch, ikno. I think it's better fo us to qo to our separate ways, like as you sae our relationship bullshit, riqht? So ya, i think it's better fo you to let me qo so i wont be huntinq in your life anymore. Eventho i seriously doesn't wna to end our relationship and i seriously love you. But frankly speakinq, me myself dha taq tahan dqn th way we lead our relationship. Always fiqht over small matters/biq matters, have no trust, kept controlinq life and moree. Eventho i sae thousand of sorrries, ikno you wont able to forqive me aft what i've done to you. So ya dear, just wanna sae thnks fo every you've done fo me. Shower me with your love and care and always be there when i need you so much. I hope you find someone better than me, cos im not a perfect one fo you and ikno i cant be. Once aqain, thnks fo everyth and im sorry. Iloveyouuusomuch Zamir. Tkcr my dear~
Siqh* [220408-180109]? Hopefully not.
Dilemma;
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