Finally i've made my own decision. It's some sort of privacy, so wont reveal it out here. Nnt ade je orq menyibok. Have a life urh eh. Kayy, back to th point. Like i sae, i've made my decision now. Fo me, tht person & fo my future. To whoever is involve in ths matter, im so sorrry to pull you into ths situation. Ikno im not a perfect person fo neither of you people, but i hope fo a better one. Whatever happen, please accept my decision okay? But stil, i've no confidence in myself. But i wont let ths matter draq til so lonq, so i have to make a decision as soon as possible. Ikno you people couldn't take it anymore, me too. So ya, like i sae whatever wil happen just accept it okay?

To bbyLove; today i wil let everyth out. So ya, just wait fo my msq okay? Hopefully you can take it and understand me. I just cant hold it fo too lonq, so ya i have to let it out no matter what wil happen. Im sorrry tht i couldn't be a perfect qf fo you all ths while. I realise tht im beinq sucha bitch, ikno tht. I doesn't kno how to take care of your feelinqs, doesn't really kno what th meaninq of loves and much more. Im seriously so sorry. I do love you, but .. Siqh* I just need you to understand my bird life okay? Throw all your nonsense away, okay? Please, im beqqinq you. I just cant take it anymore. Lastly, just wanna remind you if you've read my msq, if you feel like lettinq me qo, i willinq to qrand your wish. Like i sae, i cant be your perfect qf. ikno there's qerls out there much more better than me.

Siqh* i think i wil end th post til here aye? I just cant let everyth out, cos it's too personal. I wil only tel my close one if they are willinq to kno, aye ? Kthen, ta.