Before im offf to work, wanna spent only a few minutes on my bloq. Bout yesterday, met up with BbyLovee;Edd;Zura;Leha&Adam. We talked thinqs out, bf seems soo fcuk up. Ahh, whatever. Your anqer shows tht you're weak. So ya, we had a lonq talk til i came to work late -,- Luckly taq kene fcuk up by my manaqer. Kkay, back to th point. They asked me to make a decision, to choose either Edd or Bf. Like im qna sae, i wil pick bf. I dkno why, deep inside i stil love him but in th same time i love Edd too. And both sae tht they love me too, alamaak laqi susa urh qinie mcm. Hmm~kkay, let's rouqhly talk bout Bf&Edd attitude okay? Zamir; i hate hys attitude. He's a hot-tempered quy, love beinq sarcastic with thinqs tht can make me fcuk up, couldn't understand what i need or wna, love to control my life and more, tht's he's bad side, th qood side is; He kno how to make me smile if im not in a mood, he sacrisfice hys time just to myt me whether it's far or near or he late fo any else, he wil come down just to myt me, tht what i like bout him. Edd? Hmm~ He's kind,sweeet, eventho he cant myt me tht often he always tryinq hys best to show tht he do love&care bout me, he never scold me bout anyth before, he always calm me down first if i qet fcuk up with thinqs. Bout hys bad side; i just couldn't take it when he can qo out and myt hys fuhrens instead of me[sometimes], mayb i stay too far from him. but welll, i don blame him fo tht as ikno fuhrens is much more important and i doesn't wna hys fuhrens to think tht he pentinqkn nonok.

After how many hours we talked and at last i've made up a decision to pick Zamir fo my upcominq future. Adam let me&Edd talk to each other, so ya we went to a corner and talk thinqs. Aft th talked with Edd, i went offf-ed just like tht and cry all th way to work. Hah! Memalukn eh? hah, smpi budak2 kt keje semuer tertnye2. Beh pkai sembaranq kentot je ckp qado dqn mak. Lol xD To Edd; Im sorrrry, but no matter what we're stil fuhrens kn?(: no one can stop us beinq a fuhren, and bare in mind i wont leave you. Bout bf, i'l try my best to make our rship stronq like always. I've made a promise, and i wil do it to make it happen. To bby; i hope you can be fair to me, okay? You kno what i mean, doesn't need me to explain.

Kthen, i think tht's all fo now. My life is back to normal aqain, i think? Hmmm~
Kdha, ta.