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Siti Arifah is herr name
24Feb'93
; SWEEEEEETnineteen [:
Single,
&Im lovephobia.
Thursday, October 2, 2008
9:03 AM
before qoin out
at my aunt house(:hey helo readerrrs , first of all sorry fo not postinq like 12345 days? been quite , so-called busy? Hmm , actually my qrandfather just passed away . so i had no mood to post anyth , but today i just post it urh since quite lonq i didn't qet to post anyth . So yea , qet to basic .
monday; had enqlish paper , which is quite hard fo me. was damn stressful readinq those question and compre , hhaa . niee case pkai hentam buat je tao ths enqlish paper bcos i couldnt think anymore , like seriously ! So i just do any how lor .. afte finished exam , me;Ros;Aisha;Amy:Ziezie;Putri went to houqanq mall library , was damn kecoh i tel you. Hha , lazy to elablorate.On tt day pun hujan sket pei lebat , naq balik pun susa. at last me&Ros decided to just walked in d rain . reached home , my sys asked me to siap-siap. i was like 'huh? tuition start pkul 7pm per, knp naq siap skq? baru pkul 5pm' then my biq sys told me tt my qrandfather tqh nazak . aku terceqanq la ape laqi , twos i shut my bloody mouth up and lekas2 aku peqi siap. bapa aku pei lambat naq amik kter dari uma , bcos i couldn't wait to see my atok . mcm , i really couldn't think anyth at tt moment , i just think bout my atok and i wanted to myt him as soon as possible . when we reached there , i quickly salam all my aunts&uncles and all d way i sit with my atok . yq lain peqi buke , i still sit beside my atok . was damn sedih laa naq tinqqalkn dye qitu . kter tktawu per bile Allah naq cabut nyawa dye kn? so i sit there , and sae any prayers fo him [my dad told me to do so]. Yadayada , i had to qo home fast as tmrl i had bioloqy exam and i need to study . So my faam went home first , so yea 2200hr home i was.
tuesday; had bioloqy exam. was quite easy i tel you :D Yadaya , actually me;Ros;Aisha;Amy was planninq to qo houqanq mall aqain as i wanted to buy RAYER shoes and vase. but at last when i received a msq from my mum which she asked me to qo home fast as my atok had passed just away . on tt point of moment , like aqain i couldn't think of anyth. all i think was , 'naq balik tqk atok and i kno he's not dead'. i dkno why i stil think tt he's not dead eventho dye dha kebumikn , i told Bf tt ikno atok is stil around and blum meninqqal.Bf just calm me down je. Kkk baq to d story , reached home i quickly chanqe my schl clothes to baju kurunq and wore selendanq . when reached my aunt home , i couldn't bare to see my atok as i kno i will shurely cry . So i sat at d corridor with IqahCousin , and talked to her bout atok . i asked how atok can like tt blablabla , malas naq elaborate . afte atok dha dimandikn , i kissed atok cheek fo d last time and i cried , Siqh* i missinq him riqht now .
Andand kter semuer folo d qolonqan utk kebumikn my atok. then read some prayers blabla , see my arwah nenek kubur lark[my atok wife]. Yadayada , when baq to my aunt house . we broke our fast at her house and afte tt they bace Yasin . 2200hr[i think] , home i was . otf with Bf fo awhile afte tt msqed him and straiqht to my lalaland . Siqh* esok rayer , beh my atok lark meninqqal . last year my nenek , but it's on d July . ths year lark my atok , ohh qod what are you tryinq to tel us huh? satu persatu meninqqalkn kter . And not to foqet , my cousin[Abq Wan] had also passed away last month i think? Yea last month . He stayed at msia with my Mak lonq , Mak nqah & Mak njanq . i dkno him so well , soo okaay ~
wednesday which is yesterday ; RAYER , but im not tt happy to celebrate urh D: no hyper at all . So yea , mcm biase bersalam-salaman with my two lovely parents . i cried i tel you ! Hhaa , i hate ths part d most , idk why . afte tt my dad kissed me & i huqqed my mum tiqhtly . Love both of them very muchmuch , eventho they always scold me. Mak , aba , eventho eyfa slalu berkuranq ajar dqn mak ataupun aba , taq semestinye i hate you . i really had no intention to hurt you quys , i kno im not d prefect child . So whatever my wronqdoins , pls foqive me okaay? ily both :D Andand not to foqet , i love my one&only bby too :D i naq minta maaf klau i terkasar bahasa dqn you or whatever thinq tt menyakitkn hati you . Halalkn mkn minom i and maafkn i okaay? Hhe . okok , afte tt went to my aunt house at bedok reservoir , see my nenek[sebelah bapa]. saw my nenek cry , Siqh* pitied her , cant rayer with us as she's weak to walk . then yadayada , went to my aunt house at tampines . afte tt
went to my aunt house which my arwah atok tinqqal . my aunts&uncles read some prayers , beh kter budak-budak semuer mkn-mkn sambil2 bace doa juqa la ofcos . Hhaa :D then afte tt went to my nenek sedare house at siqlap . wna to see d house? *look to d left* , nice ryt? :D qot on photo we took as a qroup , but my muke setqh -,-') nieee urh maid dye , tktawu naq amik qmbr . whatsoever laa ~
Yadaya , went to my uncle house . my cousin pei cousin was there too ! dha lamer qile siull taq jmp dorq ! i miss them qilerr , haha :D last seen was on Kak Yun tunanq , which is last year . Kkk , then afte tt went to my aunt house which stay opposite . smpi situ je ryt , qot ths faam [my uncle pei cousin] duer anak dye rambut sket pei blonde . budak tu umor baru 1-2 years old . mepek siull ~ rambut budak tu ble ruin siak . whatsoever laa , rambut anak dye . ukn rambut anak aku kn? Hha :D around 2140hr , we went baq home . pei penaat ! dlm kerete aku tido mcm naq ape , Hha . smpi uma twos tukar baju tido then otf with Bf jap then to my lalaland :D what a day ! Hhaaa .
Andand yea , mayb qoin out with mum and WanCousin? wanted to buy RAYER shoes , vase & beq ;D Kdhaa , tu je laa eh? naq maaaaandi laa , pei berpeluh ! Hha , tkcr readers .
i miss my arwah atok , i miss my arwah nenek and i miss my one&only bby ~
monday; had enqlish paper , which is quite hard fo me. was damn stressful readinq those question and compre , hhaa . niee case pkai hentam buat je tao ths enqlish paper bcos i couldnt think anymore , like seriously ! So i just do any how lor .. afte finished exam , me;Ros;Aisha;Amy:Ziezie;Putri went to houqanq mall library , was damn kecoh i tel you. Hha , lazy to elablorate.On tt day pun hujan sket pei lebat , naq balik pun susa. at last me&Ros decided to just walked in d rain . reached home , my sys asked me to siap-siap. i was like 'huh? tuition start pkul 7pm per, knp naq siap skq? baru pkul 5pm' then my biq sys told me tt my qrandfather tqh nazak . aku terceqanq la ape laqi , twos i shut my bloody mouth up and lekas2 aku peqi siap. bapa aku pei lambat naq amik kter dari uma , bcos i couldn't wait to see my atok . mcm , i really couldn't think anyth at tt moment , i just think bout my atok and i wanted to myt him as soon as possible . when we reached there , i quickly salam all my aunts&uncles and all d way i sit with my atok . yq lain peqi buke , i still sit beside my atok . was damn sedih laa naq tinqqalkn dye qitu . kter tktawu per bile Allah naq cabut nyawa dye kn? so i sit there , and sae any prayers fo him [my dad told me to do so]. Yadayada , i had to qo home fast as tmrl i had bioloqy exam and i need to study . So my faam went home first , so yea 2200hr home i was.
tuesday; had bioloqy exam. was quite easy i tel you :D Yadaya , actually me;Ros;Aisha;Amy was planninq to qo houqanq mall aqain as i wanted to buy RAYER shoes and vase. but at last when i received a msq from my mum which she asked me to qo home fast as my atok had passed just away . on tt point of moment , like aqain i couldn't think of anyth. all i think was , 'naq balik tqk atok and i kno he's not dead'. i dkno why i stil think tt he's not dead eventho dye dha kebumikn , i told Bf tt ikno atok is stil around and blum meninqqal.Bf just calm me down je. Kkk baq to d story , reached home i quickly chanqe my schl clothes to baju kurunq and wore selendanq . when reached my aunt home , i couldn't bare to see my atok as i kno i will shurely cry . So i sat at d corridor with IqahCousin , and talked to her bout atok . i asked how atok can like tt blablabla , malas naq elaborate . afte atok dha dimandikn , i kissed atok cheek fo d last time and i cried , Siqh* i missinq him riqht now .
Andand kter semuer folo d qolonqan utk kebumikn my atok. then read some prayers blabla , see my arwah nenek kubur lark[my atok wife]. Yadayada , when baq to my aunt house . we broke our fast at her house and afte tt they bace Yasin . 2200hr[i think] , home i was . otf with Bf fo awhile afte tt msqed him and straiqht to my lalaland . Siqh* esok rayer , beh my atok lark meninqqal . last year my nenek , but it's on d July . ths year lark my atok , ohh qod what are you tryinq to tel us huh? satu persatu meninqqalkn kter . And not to foqet , my cousin[Abq Wan] had also passed away last month i think? Yea last month . He stayed at msia with my Mak lonq , Mak nqah & Mak njanq . i dkno him so well , soo okaay ~
wednesday which is yesterday ; RAYER , but im not tt happy to celebrate urh D: no hyper at all . So yea , mcm biase bersalam-salaman with my two lovely parents . i cried i tel you ! Hhaa , i hate ths part d most , idk why . afte tt my dad kissed me & i huqqed my mum tiqhtly . Love both of them very muchmuch , eventho they always scold me. Mak , aba , eventho eyfa slalu berkuranq ajar dqn mak ataupun aba , taq semestinye i hate you . i really had no intention to hurt you quys , i kno im not d prefect child . So whatever my wronqdoins , pls foqive me okaay? ily both :D Andand not to foqet , i love my one&only bby too :D i naq minta maaf klau i terkasar bahasa dqn you or whatever thinq tt menyakitkn hati you . Halalkn mkn minom i and maafkn i okaay? Hhe . okok , afte tt went to my aunt house at bedok reservoir , see my nenek[sebelah bapa]. saw my nenek cry , Siqh* pitied her , cant rayer with us as she's weak to walk . then yadayada , went to my aunt house at tampines . afte tt
went to my aunt house which my arwah atok tinqqal . my aunts&uncles read some prayers , beh kter budak-budak semuer mkn-mkn sambil2 bace doa juqa la ofcos . Hhaa :D then afte tt went to my nenek sedare house at siqlap . wna to see d house? *look to d left* , nice ryt? :D qot on photo we took as a qroup , but my muke setqh -,-') nieee urh maid dye , tktawu naq amik qmbr . whatsoever laa ~Yadaya , went to my uncle house . my cousin pei cousin was there too ! dha lamer qile siull taq jmp dorq ! i miss them qilerr , haha :D last seen was on Kak Yun tunanq , which is last year . Kkk , then afte tt went to my aunt house which stay opposite . smpi situ je ryt , qot ths faam [my uncle pei cousin] duer anak dye rambut sket pei blonde . budak tu umor baru 1-2 years old . mepek siull ~ rambut budak tu ble ruin siak . whatsoever laa , rambut anak dye . ukn rambut anak aku kn? Hha :D around 2140hr , we went baq home . pei penaat ! dlm kerete aku tido mcm naq ape , Hha . smpi uma twos tukar baju tido then otf with Bf jap then to my lalaland :D what a day ! Hhaaa .
Andand yea , mayb qoin out with mum and WanCousin? wanted to buy RAYER shoes , vase & beq ;D Kdhaa , tu je laa eh? naq maaaaandi laa , pei berpeluh ! Hha , tkcr readers .
i miss my arwah atok , i miss my arwah nenek and i miss my one&only bby ~
; gegerl nonet ♥
